hi reader

don't go anywhere yet

how about you try and relax here?

if yes,

turn on the music

now the time is ticking

how are you feeling?

are you remember the happy moment?

keep on remembering it

does it become vivid?

keep on

now it has become clear right?

imprint it inside your mind, and that feeling will lingers inside you

have a good day!

turning point

something inside my heart has stir up

it is a moment, yes, a moment where my heart reach its limit

the limit of holding a feeling inside my heart

this moment making everything inside me felt the world is going to end, the world is turning

this turning point making everything changes

i write it down, recording the moment of this turning point, by my own hand

and as i write it, everything that i felt are now being put inside this words that i have been written

however, the words that i write are just the feeling

and that feeling are deceiving me, twisting my fact inside my brain

and i write it to let it go the darkness inside my heart

let it be gone!

however it seems like its still intact

i do not wish to look at it again

but in the future.... will i look at it again?

malay joke in english

this is something that i had made a few years ago.... this is a funny story told by the malay people as a joke.
now i put this thing for others to read and have fun.
if you know this story, just have fun reading it again.
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once there is a boy name abu, the teacher ask abu

teacher: what is 2+2?

abu: i don't know

teacher: go ask all of your family, i want your answer tomorrow

abu go back home

he ask his dad,

abu:dad, what is 2+2?

his father while watching movie, Dad:superman!!

he ask his mom

abu:mom, what is 2+2?

his mom while cooking, mom:fish,chicken, cow

he ask his bro

abu:bro, what is 2+2?

his bro while playing game, bro:WHAT? I DARE YOU!he ask his sister

abu:sis, what is 2+2?

his sis want to go shopping,sis:LET'S GO BABY!!!!

he ask his grandma

abu:grandma, what is 2+2?

his grandma while having bad fever,grandma:i'm dying...i'm dying...

he ask his grandpa

abu:grandpa, what is 2+2?

his grandpa after eating, grandpa:alhamduliah.... so delicious!

tomorrow come, teacher ask abu

teacher: ok, what is 2+2?

abu:superman!!

teacher:what? who teach you that?

abu:fish, chicken, cow

teacher:are you mocking me?

abu:WHAT? I DARE YOU!

teacher: looks like i have to bring you to meet the principle

abu:LET'S GO BABY!!!!

the teacher bring him to meet the principle

principle: what have you done to your teacher?

abu: i'm dying... i'm dying....

principle: that's it, show me your butt, i give you rotan (caning,) now!

after rotan (caning)...abu: alhamdulilah....so delicious!

will you just listen

will you just listen to me?

i do have something to tell but i do not wish somebody to reply back
if you do telling me something you have done something i didn't want you to do

i telling you not because i was helpless or in need (though i am in sadness)
i just telling you to letting go of something that rot inside my heart

it doesn't matter if you have something you disagree
because i also have my own justification

and if you have something to say
i will listen to you, just wait for your turn

no matter whatever the outcomes,
i will thank you for listening to me