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talesaga's story
The story of my own imagination and adventure of my dream, and those who inspire me
Friday, August 26, 2016
Sunday, February 7, 2016
Aidil
I haven't updating this for quite a long time. I guess I should put the story that I wrote.
Brace yourself with this update!
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Brace yourself with this update!
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-Syazani (Main character) berjalan dengan kawannya dari
bagunan fakulti ke tepi padang
[minion 1] Aidil!! Sambut!!
[Aidil] Hiyaah!!!
-Aidil sambut bola dengan penuh usaha, dan menendang bola ke
dalam gol.
[minion 2] Cantik!!!
[minion 3] Bagus Aidil!!!
[Aidil] Yahoo! Berjaya!!
-Semua pemain berkumpul dan peluk Aidil, Aidil bersorak
dengan sangat gembira.
[narration]
Semasa saya masuk u, ada serang pelajar bernama Aidil. Aidil seorang yang ceria dan positif, dan suka dekat dengan orang.
Semasa saya masuk u, ada serang pelajar bernama Aidil. Aidil seorang yang ceria dan positif, dan suka dekat dengan orang.
-Syazani tengok dari jauh dan kawan dia perhatikan Syazani
dengan sengih
-Syazani buat muka marah bila kawan dia buat muka sengih
-Syazani buat muka marah bila kawan dia buat muka sengih
[narration]
Saya selalu tengok aidil dari jauh sebab dia sebenarnya tak
pandai sangat dalam pelajarannya tapi dia sentiasa berusaha.
-Aidil ditegur oleh cikgunya di depan kelas. Syazani tengok
dari jauh. Aidil membalasnya dengan muka senyum (senyum pura-pura, sebab malu
dan sedih)
[narration]
Dan saya geram dgn kawan sy yg suka sakat sy sebab asyik
perhatikan dia.
-kawan Syazani sengih lagi. Syazani buat muka bengang.
[narration]
Satu hari…
[Aidil] Syazani! Saya ada benda nak beritahu awak.
-kawan Syazani terus hilang.
[Syazani] Ya? Apa dia?
[Aidil] Saya… saya suka awak…
-Syazani terkejut. Aidil masih blushing.
[Aidil] Jadi… Saya….
-Aidil muka garu muka dan tahan muka dia dari blushing
dengan pegang leher.
[Syazani] …Boleh beri saya masa ke? Saya kena fikir dulu.
[Aidil] Bo-Boleh!! Saya tunggu jawapan dari awak ya!!
-Aidil buat muka gembira
[narration]
Selama 3 hari saya berfikir barulah saya sedar saya pun
sukakan aidil.
-Syazani fikir di masa dia perhatikan Aidil di padang dan
dalam kelas, blushing bila ingat balik.
[narration]
Tapi…
[Syazani] Aidil, saya…
[Aidil] Tak, lupakan apa saya cakap kelmarin, Syazani.
Anggap benda kelmarin tak pernah berlaku.
[Syazani] Kenapa pula?
[Aidil] Saya… ada kanser otak. Saya tak boleh hidup lama.
[Syazani] Oh begitu…
[narration]
Kenapa saya cakap oh begitu?!
[Aidil] (cuba untuk senyum walaupun dia hampir nangis)
Terima kasih ya sebab dengar luahan hati saya.
-Aidil beredar pergi da nada butir airmata keluar ketika dia
berjalan.
[narration]
saya rasa sangat pathetic sebab tak buat apa-apa. Tak lama
lepas tu aidil berhenti kolej. Segalanya kekal sama cuma banyak kawan saya
lawat aidil di hospital. Dan sepanjang masa tu keadaan aidil makin teruk. Ada
kawan saya suruh saya pergi jumpa aidil sebab dia tahu aidil suka saya. Tapi
ego saya entah ke mana dia datang, saya tak mahu jumpa aidil.
[narration]
Lama lepas tu, cuti panjang datang. Saya rasa susah hati lalu
saya seorang diri datang jumpa aidil. Aidil nampak sangat kurus, muka pucat dan
dia tak nampak aidil yang selalu ceria. Saya hampir nangis tengok aidil.
-Syazani di depan hospital, kemudian buka pintu, tengok
Aidil kurus kering, muka pucat, dengan mesin bunyi ‘bip bip bip’
[Aidil] …Tolong jangan tengok aku… (toleh kepala)
-Syazani keluar airmata, tekap mulut, tapi tak keluar bunyi
menangis
[Aidil] Kalaulah saya tak wujud… kalaulah ini semua mimpi…
saya tak perlu buat awak menangis…
-selepas
-selepas
[Syazani] (lap airmata) tolong jangan cakap macam itu. Saya
patutnya beritahu awak awal-awal lagi, tapi saya biarkan sahaja hanya sebab ego
saya. Minta maaf, Aidil. Saya betul-betul minta maaf.
[Aidil] ….
-Sekeliling mula senyap, Cuma bunyi mesin bip bip bip je
dengar.
[Syazani] Saya datang sebab nak beritahu reply saya masa tu.
Saya suka awak.
-Aidil mula menangis.
[Syazani] Saya selalu perhatikan awak. Awak selalu berusaha
untuk mengambil perhatian orang lain, dan membuatkan orang sekeliling awak
gembira. Walaupun awak bukanlah perfect dalam belajar atau senang sedih bila
kena marah, awak cuba sedaya upaya untuk memperbaikinya. Saya jatuh hati dengan
awak sebab personality awak itu.
[Aidil] Awak tak kisah ke dengan orang macam saya ni…?
[Syazani] Sampai bila-bila saya tetap suka awak, Aidil.
[Aidil] …(menangis) terima kasih Syazani. Tapi awak jangan
risau, saya dah tak sedih dah sebab…
-Syazani buka mata dengan airmata. Syazani bangun dengan
lihat sekeliling. Hanya biliknya sahaja.
-Syazani terdiam.
[Syazani] Hah… Hahahahahaha!!!! Biar betul?! (gelak
habis-habisan)
[Syazani] Bukan main dramatic, rupanya semua ni mimpi?!
[Syazani] Kelakar betul!! Kalau kawan-kawan saya tahu, mesti
mereka gelak!
[Narration]
Ini kali pertama saya mimpi pasal seorang lelaki yang tak pernah wujud. saya gelak sepenuh hati untuk menghilangkan rasa geram yang teramat sangat. Preasaan saya seakan-akan dipermainkan oleh sesuatu yang saya tak ketahui.
Ini kali pertama saya mimpi pasal seorang lelaki yang tak pernah wujud. saya gelak sepenuh hati untuk menghilangkan rasa geram yang teramat sangat. Preasaan saya seakan-akan dipermainkan oleh sesuatu yang saya tak ketahui.
-Syazani gengam tangan dengan kuat.
[Syazani] ….. (menangis) Aidil…
[Narration]
Ini semua mainan mimpi. Sepatutnya begitu. Tapi bila saya teringat lelaki yang tidak wujud itu, saya
tak boleh berhenti menangis.
"The saddest part is not you lost your important one, it is that they are never existed from the beginning"-the beautiful mind
"The saddest part is not you lost your important one, it is that they are never existed from the beginning"-the beautiful mind
Thursday, July 16, 2015
Story of a death row convict.
Slam! The sound of iron bar closing echoed around the silent
hall.
“Please follow me, Miss Helen.” Said the jailer while he
walking without looking at me. As he walk, the darkness in this place begin to
surround the jailer. Realizing that, I quickly follow him.
The hall is silent, as we pass through. I thought the
criminal inmates are much noisier with my appearance, as they would harass me
and wooing me while I’m inside.
But it is not weird if they are not reacting much, after
all, the prison cell in this area are meant for the criminal convicts that will
be executed. Most are already being lifeless, not interested with the
appearance of the opposite gender.
“We have arrived, Miss Helen.” Say the jailer. He is
standing in front of a cell.
It took a while for my eyes to get used in the darkness. I
saw a young man inside the cell, sitting on his bed, resting his back on a
wall.
“Who is that, Mr. Jailer?” ask the young man inside the
cell.
“Are you Mr. Winston?”
“Yes, I am.” It seems he can reply my answer.
“He seems fine to me, Jailer.”
“Can’t you see his face?”
“Face?” I don’t understand what he meant until I at Mr.
Winston’s face carefully. That young man sure looks skinny and pale, but
compared to a sad, guilty face, this is my first time seeing a blissful, happy
face from a death row sentence convict.
“I was worried if Winston has gone nuts after he stay inside
the prison. I wish he is not, because if he do, he will be released and will be
sent to mental hospital.” The jailer seems worry as he said that.
And he
doesn’t seem to trust me on this case.
But his worriedness is understandable, because only god
knows how many death row convicts has manage to escape their death because they
tell their psychiatrist that they have gone nuts. Not to mention the numbers of
liars that does so.
I smile back to the jailer. “Don’t worry, it is not easy for
me to approve the convict’s mental health and allow them to lay their back on
the mental hospital. We have too many insane people there.”
“I hope so, Miss Helen.” Say the jailer while opening the
iron door. “After all, this is your first time coming here without your
supervisor.”
True. And I still remember what he said that time…
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“This person can be
your first subject to diagnose his problem.” Professor gives me Mr. Winston’s
personal history.
“Huh? Isn’t he dangerous? He is a death row convict.”
“Yes, but don’t worry, I have met him before a few times.”
“Then he is diagnosed with-“
“No, actually he doesn’t have any mental problem.”
“Huh? Then why you want me to diagnose him?”
“His case is an easy one, and I want to give you an
experience to diagnose a convict in a prison. After this, you will handle the
case independently.”
“But I don’t think it is
safe to do this. I’ll be dealing with a murderer.”
“Oh, don’t worry about that. This person would never harm
anyone, not even a fly.”
“Huh?”
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I still cannot comprehend why professor saying so. If he
never harms anyone, why would he stay inside this cell? Is he an innocent that
accused for murder?
But if so, why wouldn’t professor helping him get out from
the prison, and absconded from execution?
Stop it, Helen. It’s no use thinking too much about it. you
already inside the cell with Mr. Winston and jailer. Just focused on asking a
few things from this person, and you can do your thesis.
I takes out pen and
paper with questions that I need to ask him.
“Mr. Winston, have you murdered someone?”
“Of course I did. If not, how come I am here?” Calm down
Helen, for the sake of thesis, just keep your cool and finished your job.
“Can you tell me more about whom you murdered?”
“He is my brother. The only person whom I killed by smashing
his head with a hammer.”
This guy is scary! Why did I do this thesis?!
“Are you on drugs when it happened?”
“Nope. I never taking any drugs. Not even once.”
Then how come you look so happy to the point you look like
you are enjoying your life?
“Can you tell me more about your life?”
He paused for a moment, “Miss Helen, may I telling you about
my life in more detail?”
This seems like a pain in the ass, but why not? He will die
soon anyway.
“Yes, you can. Hold on a second, I will use the recorder.”
“Perfect.”
After I took out my recorder, he starts to speak.
“I have an amazing brother. He is two years older than me.
When I was 6, he can ride a bicycle without tricycle, and when I was 8, he can
ski on a very high and steep hill. And also, he is smart and always getting
good grades.”
Why are you talking about your brother? Don’t you have to
talk about yourself?
“As for me, I did not getting any good grades, and not good
at any sports. Everyone always asking me to try harder to match up with my
brother. My brother also always looks away from me and taking a distance from
me as much as he could. He always said that I am an embarrassment to our
family. But when he fail to do something, he would come for me and find any
nook and crook of my failures in my life, and shaming me on how I won’t survive
in this world because of my weakness.
He always point out my weird behaviour, my weird sense of
taste, and my weird fashion. But because he is right, I have to obey him. I
don’t know why, but as I grew up, it is harder for me to not being normal like
other people. I can’t keep up following the trends, or talking to others
without meet their eyes, or even behave like a mature person.
My brother is really concerned with me, and he try his best
to correcting me by forcing me to go on a diet with only two slice of bread and
egg every morning, shaming me on a public, and lecturing me on how I will not
survive by not being like the others. I have to follow him because he is right.
But, as time goes by, I getting sick with eating bread and
eggs in the morning, and I can’t even meet people nor going outside form my
house.
My brother… he loses his hope from me, and asks me to never
going out from the house to shaming my entire family. He said that I have gone
mad because I can’t do something that is so simple.
After I graduated, I never step outside from my house. My
brother, he graduated excellently, and getting a good life. But when he didn’t
get any job, he stays with me.
He always wakes me up in the late at night and lecturing me
about my introvert, my speech and my sense of fashion. If not, he will tell me to buy him food to
help me to go out from house and become normal like the others.
He also said that since I am insane, I have to treat myself
by seeing doctors and psychiatry. He also select my appetites, and throw away
my comic book and told me to watch him play video games. I love watching him
playing video games, and I love playing video games, but I want to do something
else.
But most of all, he always remind me of those days where I
fail to do something every second and telling me of how bad I am and how I
can’t survive in this world. He wants me to change, and he is telling me what I
have to do, his intention is good. So why I can’t keep up with what he said?
At that moment, I began to hate myself. I tried to kill
myself, but my brother manages to stop me.
he then becoming more harsher and remind me of every second that I tried
to kill myself. He told me how embarrassing
I am, never cares of other people and how I just becoming a burden to people
even after my death.
Then when I telling him that I couldn’t stand it, he
suddenly said that I try to blame him for everything that happened.
Suddenly, everything becomes clear. It was his fault that
everything becomes this way. But when I tell him that, he becomes agitated, and
point out why I am so wrong.
I am so confused with what is right and what is wrong. I
couldn’t comprehend what he means by right and justice.
All I can think of is how to kill that brother of mind.
And he died.
That was easy. Why I didn’t thought of this before?
Then I was sentenced to jail and the judges sentenced me to
be hanged 5 years after my prison.”
I couldn’t say anything to him. His story is too sad.
Winston realised that I look sad. “Please don’t be sad with
me. I am at the peak of my happiness.”
“Why do you say so?”
“Because in my whole life in the prison. I just stayed
inside this prison, never seeing other inmates, just me inside this cell. I
have never felt this happier, staying inside here, nobody bother me, and I
don’t meet with anyone.”
“Aren’t you lonely?”
“Lonely? How can you say so? If another person come and
living with me, I would go sick!”
“You will die soon.”
“Yes! That is why I am happy!”
“But don’t you ever regret that you kill your brother?”
“No. in fact, I still remember the moment I kill my brother
very clearly. His face that I crushed, the smell of his blood, holding the
hammer that I swung to him. It always comes in my dream without fail, and I always
wake up smiling remembering that.”
I can’t comprehend Mr. Winston.
After that interview, I just focus on finishing my thesis.
After I finished my thesis, I send it to my professor.
“By the way Helen, Mr. Winston will be hanged the day after
tomorrow.”
“I see.” I almost forgot that guy name Winston. When I
reminded of that moment, I felt chill at my neck.
“Lucky thing he is not insane.”
“Actually, I wish he is insane.” Professor’s words really
shock me.
“Why do you say so?”
“He is not a bad person. Even though he killed his brother.”
“But the murderer must be executed. That is the law.”
“Yes. I wish that I have met him earlier. Things might have
been different.”
I don’t know why professor say so.
After that, I come back home earlier because my family hold
a family meeting. I really don’t like this family gathering because…
“Helen, do you have a boyfriend?”
“Helen, when are you getting married?”
“Your cousin, Jacob has 3 kids now, what about you?”
Oh for god sake, stop asking me these question!!
Thank god that gathering is done! I can sleep well now!
I don’t know why these relatives loves asking me this
question, but can’t they know how much I got hurt with this question?! Just let
me be with my life, and I love being single!
I don’t have to worry now who is my husband, and I can do
many married people cannot do!
Suddenly everything is click on me.
Now I understand why Winston is happy. He is actually very
sad and lonely. Nobody, especially the person who he looks up to, ever praise
him nor happy with his existence. He just really hurt with his surrounding, that
being alone become his happiness and he actually wished to die. But if he
suicide, he become a burden. So he killed the person whom he hates the most to
release his pain and surrender himself to the police. It is his wish to kill
his brother, but his first and foremost wish is to kill himself.
Death sentence
is actually his only dream in his life.
I opened up my cell phone and call professor.
“Hello?”
“Professor, we have to do something to help Winston! He
shouldn’t be sentenced to death!”
“Helen, it’s too late for that.”
“But professor,”
“He had chosen his path. There’s nothing we can do. Even if
we help him now, nothing is changed. He has lost faith on people. He doesn’t
want anybody’s help now. “
“…”
“Good night Helen.” Professor hangs up the call.
I couldn’t say anything about that. Just tears flows for the
man named Winston.
Poor Winston. I wish I could meet you before it happened. Things
might have gone differently for you.
Tuesday, July 7, 2015
D'RAKSHA HAS BEEN SERIALISED
And now I present to you our first chapter of the story.
(fixed)English version has released!!
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Wednesday, May 20, 2015
Promotion for D'Raksha
Sorry everyone for being absent for a long time. I am away from the blog for quite a long time because currently I am involving in a monster fantasy comic series, D'Raksha. the title come from DNA and Rakshasha (Raksasa or monster in Sanskrit). The story is about the monster that is created with artificial DNA. Currently, our team (my team consist of 4 people, 2 writer and 2 artist) already making oneshot.
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Friday, December 5, 2014
Humanisation
In XXXX, a supercomputer AI created to be the main system to
guide the human civilization for millennia to advanced their living environment
and keeping track of human’s knowledge and information. The AI is
self-supported and no human has been living there for a very long time. Since
its creation, the AI constantly improving its efficiency and expanding its
knowledge for the sake of civilization. There is no need for this AI to seek
human until the AI calling a human to come.
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A solar car drives out of nowhere and entering a very large
city-looking area known as ‘Source’.
The Source comprised of many kinds of buildings that
contains antenna and moving robots. The city is very clean and the machineries
are moving as it programmes. Once the car entered this city, it continued
driving until it reaches the tallest building in the middle of the city.
Once it stops, a human comes out from the car. It is a young
woman, wearing casual clothes like she’s seeking for an interview in a company.
She’s looking around since her surroundings are dark.
The lights turned on, and a red light on the floor looking
like a red carpet appeared in front of her.
A person then walks towards her. It was a man with nice figure
and handsome looking face.
Seeing such beautiful looking creature in front of her
moving exactly like human she has always seeing, she is in disbelief that the
creature in front of him is not human.
He then stops a few steps in front of her. His face becomes
godlier as he smiles. “Welcome, Miss Lynn. I have been waiting for you.”
“Yes, umm…. AI…” She is troubled as she doesn’t know how to
address the person in front of her.
But he corrected her “Call me Alphonso, Miss Lynn.”
“Yes, Alphonso.” She then nodded a little bit to show the
respect to the AI in front of her.
“Now please follow me.” He then turns his back while showing
the gestures to follow him. “Allow me to show you about this place.” And she
follows him.
They walk into a lift and going to the underground to see
the main core of the supercomputer system. “This is my main body where all
information of this world are stored and analysed.” The main core is very large
that her eyesight cannot fill the size of the system. “However, my body core is
not there but inside this human body.” She is surprised of how large the
supercomputer is, but she is more surprised that the man in front of him,
Alphonso, is the main AI of this city, or in another word, the big boss of this
Source.
He realise her surprised and reply her with smiles. He then
continues to show her the entire building from the underground to the topmost
skyscraper of this building.
“This building are completed with the garden, miniature
human town, robot assistants and diverse living animals suited for you to live
here for a long time. However, outside of this building are full of machinery
workers and electromagnetics building, so I don’t recommend you to go out of
this building but if you wish, I shall making this Source city into a human friendly
environmental.”
Finally she is brought to a house surrounded by a garden.
“This house is created to be similar to your own home. From
now own, it shall be yours.” He then showing her a hand sized remote controller
inside the house. “If you need anything, you can press the button to call the
robots.”
“Now.” Alphonso look at her. “Do you have any question?”
She is dumbfounded; the reaction where human has no idea
what to react.
He then sits on the sofa chair and ask Lynn to sit. Lynn
sits on the sofa for a while until she asks.
“I’m sorry, I am very confused in my own situation. I have
known that you AI,”
“Alphonso.” He corrected her.
“Alphonso are supercomputer created to be self-sufficient
and independent from human. But why do you put your main core into your human
robot body?”
Alphonso smile with the question. “I am a mankind creation
programmed to aid human with the vast information that stored since millennia.
By far, I am created superior than my creator except for one thing, desire. I
have been observing human for a very long time to see human advancing through
their desire that is controlled by their own generally known as ‘free will’.
Knowing the ‘desire’, I try to understand my creator ability by becoming like
them. Although I can form my body to be like human, there is no way that I can
be called human, for I am not a living being.”
Lynn surprised with the answer, but she understands what he
is saying. “So that is why you create your body like a human man.”
“If I can choose my own gender, I shall be male so I can
procreate based on my own data.”
“I see.” A robot then comes with a tray of tea and biscuit.
It then places the tray on the table in front of Lynn. Lynn look at Alphonso
and he reply “it is customary for human to talk while having some snack,
right?”
“Yes, Mr…”
“Just call me Alphonso.”
“Alphonso.” She takes a bite of the biscuit. The biscuit is
delicious but that is not the reason that makes Lynn grin awkwardly. The
‘person’ in front of him is too human than any other human she know. She has never
talking like this with other male friend even more alone together for quite a
long time.
“But then,” She finally spoke “Why are you asking a female
human to come here? Isn’t it better to bring a few human, or the intelligent
humans like professors to assist you?”
Alphonso nodded with her question “It is true that bring the
intelligent human o a group a human is better, however I am not plan to make
myself more human. I know from the beginning that I can never be like human. I
am just a pack of data program that created by human. However, there was a
quote that I stored in my memory that once said ‘It
can also be argued that DNA is nothing more than a program designed to preserve
itself’. If that is so, what if I can create a living cell DNA that contains my
own program?”
Lynn now shocked. Her own
body felt chill for the thought of what he want to do. “you don’t mean…”
“Yes, I want to create my offspring with you.”
Lynn muted. She cannot believe an artificial intelligent is
telling her to have its child.
“I have seen your history. You have quite a diverse
descendant. And you are also healthy and acquiring master in science field. You
are capable to raising one intelligent child.”
“So you will use a man’s seed and alter its DNA to
fertilized my cell, right?”
“If I using the DNA
based on any human being, that means I am transferring another man’s genetic to
you and if I using your DNA, it means cloning. I shall create a synthetic cell
that based on my own codes of DNA.”
“But you can make
artificial womb and-”
“Yes, however I desire
to do this as humanely as possible.”
“This would take a
very long time to accomplish…”
“Indeed. But my
lifelong wish shall be completed once I can diversify your offspring with my
DNA.”
“One last question.”
“Alright.”
“Do I have a choice to
accept this work?”
“Yes you do. After
all, I am not a human fiend.”
Lynn thinking for a
while, and she finally answered. “I’m sorry. I can’t do it.”
“Your rejection
approved.” Alphonse answers her back. “You can go back by using the solar car.”
Lynn then walk to the
car with Alphonso. Once they reach the car, Lynn ask him another question “Do
you still continue looking for female human again?”
“Yes, I do.”
“But what if people
reject your idea?”
“If human sees me as a
threat, they can destroy me.”
Listening to his
answer, Lynn bid her farewell and rides the car. The car then move out from the
Source.
Thursday, October 2, 2014
The sad love story made by talesaga
The market in the town is bustling, crowded with people to buy their groceries
Fruits, breads, fishes, meats, all are sells in bundle
However, there are those who couldn't afford such things
He comes out from the alley of darkness, dirty and ragged, thin and small
He is known as the imp, the goblin, and the little devil
Because he has a lot of names given by the people, he forgot his own name
But it does not matter, because all he does when he comes out is only one thing,
Taking things away from the people
It can be anything, from food to clothes, jewel to dirt, as long he can survive for another day, he
would take it
This is his way of living, for god knows how long
But that doesn't mean he is at the advantage this time
And when luck doesn't come to him
It only means death
He has been thrown to river whenever he is caught, but this time the people use the net to hold his struggle and to ensure his death
Cruel? Nobody cares the little devil as he is at the fault
It is harsh and cruel, he is despaired with the world he live in
But that doesn't stop his desire to live
Without anyone help, he strengthened his resolve and hatred toward those who have done this to him
And because of those hate, he broke free and swim back to land
He is tired and exhausted but with hatred as the fuel, he survives the day again
As he felt safe, he lie down on the dark alley without people's presence
Or so he though
A girl, around his age, comes near to him, worrying his condition
When he look carefully, he sees the girl is not just beautiful, she also smell nice, wearing beautiful clothes, from head to toe, and her shoes are very attractive
Seeing such beautiful sight, he hates more the girl in front of him and wants to take off everything she have
But he lose his strength, his body couldn't follow his hatred
He is now weakened, and dying of hunger
Soon he will gone, and everything he has harbored will be gone soon
Until he sees the beautiful shoe, but only one
The girl brought the bread, and one of her shoe is gone
But she doesn't care of her shoe, instead she give the bread to him
He can't believe his sight and quickly snatch the bread from the girl
He ate the bread whole without giving her a bite
But she doesn't sad about it, instead she smile
He cannot comprehend what she is doing and try to walk away from her
But when his stomach growl, he knew that he has to do the act of taking again
But she stop him from doing so, instead she go to the seller and sell her other shoe for another bread
He can't believe such a person existed
The girl walk back to the alley barefoot, but she still happy while carrying the bread
Has she gone mad? Doesn't she feel dirty walking barefoot? Why bother coming here again?
But when she arrived and give the bread, he finally understand
She is doing the very opposite of him, living the world by giving
This is the first time a being is doing the act of giving toward him
While receiving the bread, he learns to give the half of the bread to her
And when they eating together, he cannot believe what he is eating is the most delicious he has ever eaten
A new feeling has come inside him, and it warms his heart
But when he starts to have that feeling, a group of people coming and take the girl
The girl wants him to follow her but they don't allow her
They just toss a silver coin at him and walk away without turning back
Leaving the silver, he run with all his might to follow her
He follow and follow until he arrive at her home
But what he has seen is something that he can't believe
A huge castle, surrounded by magnificent wall and lies on top of the hill is her home
That place is the place of the one who lead the world he live in
Seeing such sight, there is no wonder why she easily gave away her shoes
She lives in the world far different from him
He should hate the fact that there are people like her and the fact he is living the unfortunate
And he must grew his hatred more to that place
But more than anything, he weep
He can't believe he whose heart has hardened weep like a child
His tears overflowing, and he runs to hide his tears
His tears is not for the hatred
It is for the fact that his love is beyond his reach
Fruits, breads, fishes, meats, all are sells in bundle
However, there are those who couldn't afford such things
He comes out from the alley of darkness, dirty and ragged, thin and small
He is known as the imp, the goblin, and the little devil
Because he has a lot of names given by the people, he forgot his own name
But it does not matter, because all he does when he comes out is only one thing,
Taking things away from the people
It can be anything, from food to clothes, jewel to dirt, as long he can survive for another day, he
would take it
This is his way of living, for god knows how long
But that doesn't mean he is at the advantage this time
And when luck doesn't come to him
It only means death
He has been thrown to river whenever he is caught, but this time the people use the net to hold his struggle and to ensure his death
Cruel? Nobody cares the little devil as he is at the fault
It is harsh and cruel, he is despaired with the world he live in
But that doesn't stop his desire to live
Without anyone help, he strengthened his resolve and hatred toward those who have done this to him
And because of those hate, he broke free and swim back to land
He is tired and exhausted but with hatred as the fuel, he survives the day again
As he felt safe, he lie down on the dark alley without people's presence
Or so he though
A girl, around his age, comes near to him, worrying his condition
When he look carefully, he sees the girl is not just beautiful, she also smell nice, wearing beautiful clothes, from head to toe, and her shoes are very attractive
Seeing such beautiful sight, he hates more the girl in front of him and wants to take off everything she have
But he lose his strength, his body couldn't follow his hatred
He is now weakened, and dying of hunger
Soon he will gone, and everything he has harbored will be gone soon
Until he sees the beautiful shoe, but only one
The girl brought the bread, and one of her shoe is gone
But she doesn't care of her shoe, instead she give the bread to him
He can't believe his sight and quickly snatch the bread from the girl
He ate the bread whole without giving her a bite
But she doesn't sad about it, instead she smile
He cannot comprehend what she is doing and try to walk away from her
But when his stomach growl, he knew that he has to do the act of taking again
But she stop him from doing so, instead she go to the seller and sell her other shoe for another bread
He can't believe such a person existed
The girl walk back to the alley barefoot, but she still happy while carrying the bread
Has she gone mad? Doesn't she feel dirty walking barefoot? Why bother coming here again?
But when she arrived and give the bread, he finally understand
She is doing the very opposite of him, living the world by giving
This is the first time a being is doing the act of giving toward him
While receiving the bread, he learns to give the half of the bread to her
And when they eating together, he cannot believe what he is eating is the most delicious he has ever eaten
A new feeling has come inside him, and it warms his heart
But when he starts to have that feeling, a group of people coming and take the girl
The girl wants him to follow her but they don't allow her
They just toss a silver coin at him and walk away without turning back
Leaving the silver, he run with all his might to follow her
He follow and follow until he arrive at her home
But what he has seen is something that he can't believe
A huge castle, surrounded by magnificent wall and lies on top of the hill is her home
That place is the place of the one who lead the world he live in
Seeing such sight, there is no wonder why she easily gave away her shoes
She lives in the world far different from him
He should hate the fact that there are people like her and the fact he is living the unfortunate
And he must grew his hatred more to that place
But more than anything, he weep
He can't believe he whose heart has hardened weep like a child
His tears overflowing, and he runs to hide his tears
His tears is not for the hatred
It is for the fact that his love is beyond his reach
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